xD "Im gunna grape you in the mouth!"

This Thursday after work I will once again be emBARKING to Chicago for Midwest Fur Fest.

(My 5th year attending actually, lol.)

I will be there Thursday evening - Monday afternoon

So yah, should be good times. Hit me up if yah wanna hang.

Laterz all ^.^

~Havoc

So.... The boyfriend and I have the house to ourselves for the weekend. >:D

Heheh, Awesomesauce ^.^ <3 <3 <3

~Havoc

So Alex and I got to spend the weekend together, although most of it was spent on the road (17 and a half hours for me to be exact and about 22 and a half for him) driving around between South Bend in Indiana as well as Chicago (Where I got to meet both Alex's Mom and Dad)and Michigan. Over all we had a fairly great time in our travels and time out of state (Even if a majority of that time was just spent talking and driving), we even managed to hang out with woodychitwn and mjollnirr at their place in Chicago on Saturday night for Lobo's B-day get together as well as a few other furfriends Ive not seen in a while ( seven001, tiggyfitz and zooberpossum) not to mention I was introduced to tozier_wah and tiggyfitz's Bf Lobo :D

All in all I have to say it was a nice relaxing trip before returning home to Michigan on Sunday and just spending the rest of the evening curled up watching interwebs with mah Tiggy. After Alex dropped me off at work this morning and was on his back down to Indianapolis I had quite the chore on my plate at work, come to find out after walking into the warehouse there were about 4 people who called off today and no pallets of flour were stacked.. So I started stacking 10's, 15's and 8 count pallets, before long moving onto 7's and 14's and then more 10's of a different style of bag/packaging. Mind you I started stacking at 11:08am and finished up at 2:55pm. Between when I started and when I finished I moved about 56,000 pounds by hand (Not counting the 50 - 60 pound pallets I have to throw around and stack the bags onto). So its been quite a day, but I am already looking forward to this Thursday when Alex will be able to come back up after class (And after he finishes putting his Integra back together this week of course x3) But yes, tired wolf is tired.. Sleep time!

~Havoc

OMG! Teh Boyfriend is coming up sometime tomorrow to stay for the weekend again! Yayyyyyyyyyyyy! n.n

*Gets all giddy and bouncy like* :3

~Havoc

Post a picture in my comments that you think describes me when you think about what/who I am. No matter how surreal or plain. Give no written explanation. Just an image.

I finally decided yesterday to ask tiggy_the_tiger to be my boyfriend. <3 <3 <3 He said yes, I cant even explain the intense feeling of joy, love, happiness and content Ive felt in my heart between yesterday evening until now.

Forgive me for such a short post but I absolutely had to write this because its been burning on my mind like a wild fire. I may post a bit more after I get back from work. :>

I love you Alex, now and forever <3 <3 <3

~Devin

So I just got my drivers permit, which means I can drive legally with anyone over the age of 18 that has a drivers license! So 30 days from now, I will have MY license and be able to drive anywhere I want on my own! AMERICA! FUCK YEAH!

In other news, work has been pretty awesome as of late. Been getting 5 hours a day instead of only 3, which is definitely nice. I'm due for my review any day now (considering Ive been there over a year at this point), which means I get a raise but also get starting salary for a full time employee which by default is almost $12 an hour. So that plus my raise should be enough to get me financially stable and able to actually save a decent sum of money aside from paying bills off ect.

Im uber excited! Other than that, Alex is coming up for the weekend tomorrow after he is out of class. Which should be relatively earlier than usual, given he has a pretty decent drive from Indianapolis to here so he should be in by about 9 - 10PM at latest. It makes me very happy to be able to spend all the time with him that I've been able to as of late, he makes me feel so incredibly loved and appreciated, makes me smile just thinking about him being here tomorrow.
Which is definitely something I have been needing for some time now, but yeah.. I'm genuinely happy and feeling accomplished.

Here's to some great progress in my life <3

Laterz all :>

~Havoc

Look Out [x3]

Where It's At
I Know Karmas Comin To Pay Me Back
I Hurt The Sweetest Thang That's On The Map
I Broke Her Heart In 30 Seconds Flat
In 30 Seconds Flat

Now How Did I
Just How Did I Become That Kind Of Guy
To Look At Girl And Lie Right In The Eye
My Momma Told Me Willy That Ain't Right
Boy Now That Ain't Right

I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm A

Where She Go
I Got Some Things I Gotta Let Her Know
To Fix The Love Now It's Impossible
But Baby Baby If We Take It Slow
If We Take It Slow
We Can Make It Work
We Just Can't Throw The Love Down In The Dirt
You Probly Thinkin I'm A F**Kin Jerk
Cause The Way I Let You Down It Made You Hurt
I Didn't Mean To Make You Hurt

I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm a

Break It Down
Let's Break It Down [roughly x15]

So So So Sorry
So So So Sorry
A La La La
La La La La
La La La La

I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Your Heart [x2]
I'm S S S Sorry
I'm S S S Sorry
I Didn't Mean To Break Ya
B B B B Break It Baby
Look Baby
I'm A Heartbreaker [x6]
I'm A Heart
A H H H H I'm A Heart
A H H H I'm a

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

Yeah, c'mon.
Love my girl.
She lookin' good.
C'mon.
One more.

Five to one, baby, one in five,
No one here gets out alive now.
You'll get yours, baby, I'll get mine,
Gonna make it, baby, if we try.

The old get older and the young get stronger,
May take a week and it may take longer,
They got the guns but we got the numbers,
Gonna win, yeah, we're takin' over, come on!

~Jim Morrison

I really don't know whats good for me anymore...

Let alone whats good for my heart..

~Dev

Stole this from Bastekk:


Answer me first on this question, then forward to your friends. Wait till you see the responses...it's hilarious! !!!


Question is:

If you saw ME in the back of a police car what would you think I got arrested for?

Reply to me, in a comment, then fwd this on and see how many crimes you get accused of.

So aside from work I find myself now very bored, day by day during the week its the same thing.
I constantly see and hear the same things from a certain someone.. (who will remain nameless) still occurring even though Ive heard several promises of change and talk of something better, something real in terms of a close bond (both mental and physical) without all the stupid little unnecessary things to add weight and create drag, personally about the only good change I can see off in the distance will be me getting full time here at my job within this month as well as getting my raise. Which I'm desperately needing considering I'm up to my eye sockets in bills, not to mention with less than 200 bucks for a paycheck every two weeks it makes it rather hard to conserve what so ever... I dunno, Ive been keeping my cool and Ive kept waiting and waiting.. Is the resolve going to come? Will I actually get my answers and hopefully see my results? Or are they all just more chances and opportunities I was better not knowing of (or placing hope into) in the first place?

I'm done for now.. enjoy the Beauty of Annihilation

Satisfaction may only be momentary, but for that ONE moment.

Nothing could ruin your day.

~Havoc

All work and no play makes havoc a dull wolf! D:

All work and no play makes havoc a dull wolf! D:

All work and no play makes havoc a dull wolf! D:

All work and no play makes havoc a dull wolf! D:

All work and no play makes havoc a dull wolf! D:

F...M...L..

~Havoc

Now I can see your pain, I’m sorry
(good bye)
I cry so

Now I can see your pain, I’m Sorry
(good bye)
I cry tonight

The next of this youth
With their necks through this noose
Were told lies like it’s truth
And we suspect that it’s you
So you strap‘em up with AK's
It’s mother fuckin mayday
They swear I’m fuckin crazy
Ain’t nothing gonna save me
I’m breaking, I’m feeling
I’m naked, I’m kneeling
I’m shaking, I’m reeling
My god I keep bleeding

I watch the world die through crimson eyes
I cry, it turns to night
I die, I see the light
And now I’ll say goodbye

Now I can see your pain, I’m sorry
(good bye)
I cry so

Now I can see your pain, I’m Sorry
(good bye)
I cry tonight

So I took a trip out to Ann Arbor and went clubbing last night with fidget_fennec! It was a bitchin ass good time filled with fun, lots dancing and free admission into the club because we got there at 9:50PM... (Ten minutes to spare before they started charging at the door), which left us with plenty of time to get shit faced because drinks are all half off before 11. xD

Later that evening after getting back to their apartment and getting rather baked I noticed the little worded magnets on there fridge and made a rather fun statement for all to see and enjoy:

"Beg him or lick and slobber on his big puppy hydrant." ^^

That is all
~Havoc

I'm desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
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Sometimes I feel like I'm just another "hopeless romantic" lost somewhere in my own pursuit of happiness, mind you... I put great emphasis on the hopeless part.. There always seems to be a shine of light within all the darkness, trouble is the light doesn't always keep burning or stay in the same place for very long.

So yet again I wander the darkness in search of that warm shining light, maybe, just maybe.. I might find it, and have what it takes to keep it burning bright.

~Devin

I so want my own dog to raise from a pup, then I can have a four legged best buddy!

So a lot of folks have been asking what Ive been doing in my spare time, now usually my typical response is "Killing Nazi's" but not just any Nazi's, Nazi Zombies! The two newest map packs for call of duty world at war are absolutely insane as far as co-op play and versus mode. So basically if you buy the game, then get the map packs and play online. Your in for one hell of a ride!





Now get online and play damn you! I need more team mates!